Self-growth Journey So Far

When I started on my self-growth journey, I wasn’t even calling it that. I just knew I needed to throw my hands up and surrender everything over to God. That was Sept 2020. As I continue to venture more and more through this transformation, I’m like “okay…didn’t know it was going to be all this.”

From the constant battles, the uncomfortableness, and the amount of endurance needed to preserve through I’m like I see why people say, “The hell with this!” Transforming into the best version of yourself is an uphill course and let me tell you, if you're not physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally working yourself out daily, it is enough to make you believe death is creeping right behind you, darkness is lurking in your back seat, and hell has let loose every available demon just for poor little old you.

I came from a background of church and God but after losing my mother in 2016, I refused to be in either. My pain from her departure and the anger that I allowed to brew in me, left me numb and bitter. I had witnessed my mother pour her life into God and church. But have never thought about what she and God spoke about in her quiet moments, I had received my deliverance in 2020. A simple response to my question of "Why?" provided me the closure that I needed to live again. I began to realize who I was again and didn't fully believe it just yet.

I’m like “I’m not even that important God, why am I getting all this?!?!” Then I am quickly reminded that I AM important. I AM destined for greatness and somebody and his little buddies know that. They know who I AM even when I didn’t. I AM getting stronger. I AM changing in my ways, my thoughts, and my mindset. I AM not the same inexperienced woman in this life. I AM equipped to conquer the unknown and not be drained before I even begin the fight, because I done stressed myself out. I AM building up my faith currency and elevating in my relationship with God.

I AM Quickly Under Estimated but Evolving Nonstop! I AM Q.U.E.E.N.!